 |
||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
 |
||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Friday, August 24, 2007 | |
| 逃避现实 | |
 I'm running away.. trying to run away from something... but I think I have given up on everything already.. no hopes.. no future.. and has decided to just stop.. and not run anymore.. Anyway I don't think I wanna talk about it in my blog.. maybe only a few knows.. but I think it doesn't really matter to me anymore.Firstly let me talk about the retail therapy that I had on Monday.. i guess it was quite a good one.. i bought a few tops from Pull and Bear and Spring Field.. spent about 10% of what I had paid for my CC bill last month... went for a good dinner and then coffee at starbucks.. I went to the Paul Smith boutique as well but I couldnt find the bag that I had wanted.. anyway my friend said most probably if I really want it, i have to either order it online or search through ebay... but i guess its just a 3 min kinda thing.. after a while the crave for the bag will be gone... I will try to post some pics of my shopping trip in my next post.. On the following day... I went for my medical appointment... its always a terrifying experience for me.. i guess its nothing new.. I am kinda used to the needles and stuffs.. but somehow yesterday's one was the most painful of all... I had somehow gotten used to the fact that they always had to poke my left arm.. then right arm.. then wrist.. then top of the hands as they always have problems finding my poor blood veins.. needles goes in and out and I thought I am kinda used to it already.. but yesterday when it was my turn.. after the nurse's first attempt to draw blood was unsuccessful, I told her to get it from the top of my left hand.. but little did I know that it was so painful. It was never that painful before but this time she poke in the needle and she couldnt locate the vein.. and it went in and out trying to adjust and somehow she had to call a Senior Staff Nurse to help her with it... I wasn't really afraid.. but it was the pain that was unbearable.. and when the Senior Staff Nurse managed to locate the vein.. they manage to suck my blood successfully... but it left a blue black on my hand... =( However.. this wasn't the worst experience... the other time when I was having a hospital resort stay.. they drew 4 tubes from me at one short.. and came back the next day to tell me that.. they had to draw again as they broke the 4 tubes while transporting it to the labs.. Anyway I had to wait 1 hour plus for results to be ready thus I spent that time to watch an episode of Ghost Whisperer on my Ipod. It left me crying.. and had to go to the toilet to wash my face.. I guess its one of the nicest episode ever... After finish watching it.. it was almost my turn.. and then i saw my doctor.. but as for the rest of what happened.. i dont really think I wanna talk about it.. The rest of the night was spent at a pub for a drink with my close friends... and then I headed straight to the bed to sleep as it's probably one of the worst day of my life... For today.. I didn't have any mood as well.. quite alot of stuffs seems to be going downhill recently and I guess I am accepting it as it comes. I guess I no longer care so much about what's gonna happen... if it happens then i will accept it... i guess thats all i gonna blog for today.. i am feeling tired... both mentally and physically... thanks for the roasted pig that you had drawn for me.. it looks pretty much like you I guess.... thanks Qian for being so concerned about me.. I am still here with you sis for as long as I can... Good night world. |
|
| posted by terzy @ 12:33 AM | 
|
