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| Friday, August 31, 2007 | |
| Sleepy.. ZzZzZz | |
 Yup.. I didn't blog yesterday... no mood la... but then again I was also really too exhausted to blog. I had earlier on wanted to blog about my first day orientation at school.. but after I came back from a walk last night.. i was so tired that I went to my bed and slept like a pig almost immediately... but of course, I did woke up like 2 plus am because I was having a rashes attack... then was searching up and down for my packet of spare medication... and luckily I found it in my bag... took 1 and then went back to sleep liao.. so didn't have the chance to blog... Aniwae.. first day of school was surprisingly ok... not bad lah my school mates.. I was quite shocked that they had already divided us up into groupings liao... but yeah... heng my group still ok.. got one shuai ge.. @@ dragon boat de wor.. big big muscle wor.. i gonna be distracted liao for the next 1 year plus plus... *dies*Yeah they went through the normal stuffs of introducing the programme manager.. course manager.. coordinator.. blah blah blah.. and how to use the university's web program to upload / download course materials... then the day ended with a Q&A and then fwah.. time to 放学 or swa tio... haha then I had a long ride home.. ok lah not very long but maybe because I have been waking up like 8am every morning now and then and sleeping like so late.. so the journey home seems long and tiring ba... the rest of what happened back home was the walk and the sleeping thingy lor... For today.. started the day early again.. went for breakfast @ Ya Kun with my friends before going work... then 顺便 pop by the stationary shop to buy some stuffs for school ba.. hmm i love to go bookshop de.. so many 1001 things to see.. files la.. labellers la.. pen la pencil la.. then today I bought like Pen Refills.. rubber refill.. a new mechanical pencil.. pencil leads.. a new notebook and a clearholder ba.. to store all the documents and stuffs related to school.. I didnt buy any pencil case though.. cos I still quite like my existing Muji's one... hmm i shall upload a picture of it... *Please Hold*...   my kawaii de notebooks... Hmm I went to Comex Show today after work.. It was quite crowded wor.. but alot of people to @@ hahaha *drools*.. I think Sis should be going Comex too ba.. i remember she wanna buy a new printer de... then just now after Comex.. me and my frwens went for Ramen dinner before going home.. gosh it was such a good meal.. especially the dessert... =) Walked to the MRT station.. *tiring..* wanted to do some shopping but fwah.. most of the shops already closed liao.. except for HMV... but then no CD to listen to also... Oh Yesterday was my mei mei's LIN de Birthday... MEI AH.. I HAVEN SEND YOU YOUR PRESENT LEHS... Its like rotting on my table.. SORRY I WILL SEND TO YOU SOON! Sorry Sorry for the belated birthday wish... but HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mei! I will try to go Singpost soon to send you your birthday gift via registered post.. anyway.. here's a pic of your birthday gift wor.. its taken before i wrapped it up.. WAHAHA =)
"我只好把我想说的话都放在心里 因为我只想要你开心" |
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| posted by terzy @ 12:30 AM | 
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| Wednesday, August 29, 2007 | |
| Problem is with me... | |
| hmm close to 3.30am le.. i cant sleep yet.. was doing something earlier on but besides that.. yeah managed to complete the two things out of five things that I am supposed to finish.. but never mind i guess.. will do it in office tomorrow.. Earlier on a few hours ago I just posted some stuffs.. and then sis subsequently wrote something on her blog as well.. i guess it triggered quite a fair bit of her experience with MM.. and the thing she said about her fantasy and self denial is kinda true.. maybe I am also kinda in a state now where I'm in self denial of my fate... but at the same time.. i had more or less accepted what's coming.. which most prob be the cause of a confusion for me ba.. but i will get through it de.. She also said this which i quote from her... "hmm in chinese n english have many cheng yus e.g. fall on deaf ears... 忠言逆耳... and i noe dat ppl nag/scold wadeva is for e good of me, n of cos observer sees it all (旁观者名)... but the ppl who are in it dun..." Its true... and thats why they say Love Is Blind.. temporary blinded by it and doesnt really bother about what others say or do.. only the ones observing will understand... Oops its meant to be a short post de... gonna become lor soh again... kinda upset right now.. but hao le.. i wun go think about it le. Tomorrow morning still got meeting at 915.. oh dear when i think of 14th floor.. i think of puking blood.. i so dun want to see that woman.. tmd.. Anyway here's a picture.. i just uploaded though.. its the levis cap that i bought about 1 week plus ago.. I haven got the chance to wear it as I am still quite attached to my nike and adidas one.. bought it actually because i saw this person wearing it and i thought it looks quite nice.. maybe not nice to others but never la.. nice to me can le...  Ok thats about all ba.. i will try to go lie down and see if I can get some sleep.. else tomorrow besides having long meetings.. i gonna get a very serious headache and will just show a black face during my orientation and scare off all my potential prince charmings... |
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| posted by terzy @ 3:25 AM |
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| 不值得哭泣 | |
 对对对.. I know all the onion pictures are always sad pictures nowadays.. but today I am really quite angry.. but well I shall talk about that later. I am extremely tired today. Woke up like 7.45am to rush to meet my friend... told him I can only reach like 9.30am instead of 9.15am and his reply to me was "Sigh.. ok..".. that got me alittle worked up this morning... I'm tired.. and I slept like 2am last night.. and by replying that as an SMS to me is only making me feel bad.. and nothing else. I cant help it but to almost tell him not to wait for me and proceed to office himself first.. but then again.. i managed to reach there in time ba....Today I was really very sleepy and tired. I drank like 1 cup of coffee gao gao (added extra coffee powder)... and it only managed to keep me awake for like 15 minutes... and I didnt survive the trip home either.. I almost dozed off on the bus and missed my stop... and by the time I'm home.. all I wanted to do was to take a hot bath and hit right onto my bed.. but yeah before that I was of course MSNing on the phone... and stupid Dan Dan message me to say HI and BYE!... sibeh er xin... and someone said about some people pigging out.... duno whether you're talking about me or not but don't forget you're also a piece of pork. Anyway I would like to gradually stop this association of Pork / Pig with me... cos its getting too common.. everyone is like calling themselves pig.. and its no longer something special to me anymore... u go one blog u see the word pig.. u go to another u see the word pig again. Onion is better and cuter.... hmm but Onion + Pig.. =X. Oh by the way, when i woke up.. i went for a run lah and thats why now i am blogging cos feeling super active now... Before I start my official rumbling of something... today the big shot who didnt turn up bought something nice for us. Ok I can't really say its nice lah.. but it looks presentable... i heard from my admin people.. (after i went in to gossip with them) that each of them costs about $3... and have to make reservations online.. wah lao this kinda thing only rich people can afford... and somemore the trend now is to eat donuts isnt it... not cupcakes ma... but Ok here's the kawaii picture of the cup cakes that costs $3...  I have to admit they look kawaii... i tasted the one with the pinky cream on top plus abit of the one in the middle from my friend :P  The strawlabelly one.. looks tempting isnt it... think the one who took this can help them do up an online catalogue liao...  Yeah so looks nice? It will be nice if someone can be kind enough to surprise me with such stuffs in office.. i don't mind you know.... it will be like FWAH! =D Ok.. now here's what I am going to rumble about today... I hope friends.. especially my audi friends who read this don't be angry or get offended with what I am going to say.. i meant well.. seriously... Today I spoke to P6 girl.. P6 Girl is my Jie in audi.. and I'm like P5 Boi to her.. I can say its another poor girl who just had her heart broken. Seriously stupidity in us kills most of the time. I wonder when will the clever us wake up to know that this is all just a dump and stupid idea... and its all just a game.. a game of love.... and its really something not worth it... That guy got married in audi with another girl from his school when P6 girl has been his dear all along for quite some time... and at the same time she's telling me she is going to 忍 cos that girl is just a friend of his. HOW DUMB CAN WE ALL GET? Its obviously that he's two timing you.. will two friends just get married for the sake of getting married and yet you're like becoming the third party of their "happily ever after" relationship? Its all just something that is kinda fictatious and an illusion to me.. so what that you have been talking to your dear for 3 months, 10 months, 1 year or 2 years.. (i doubt it will last that long)... do you really think.. that you know this person truly inside out in real life? I been through this twice.. and seriously the first time lasted like 7 months and it really hurts so bad that I duno what I had become.. but somethings happened after that changed my life (but thats another story some other day).. but the stupid me got cheated again the second time.. when I wasnt the one who took the initiative.. and I wasnt the one who started it all and yet I was the one to be fooled by the game of love... And what did I get in return? I got cheated of my feelings again.. but luckily...i didnt put much into it thus I am able to walk out of it like a free man... though it still hurts everytime i think about it.. hurt because i feel stupid.. I just cant believe that she can believe him again and again. A leopard will never change its spot.. and why must we all make ourselves suffer for something so not possible to happen. Do you really think you will meet up one fine day? Maybe I am been skeptical about it but definitely we will have a certain set of expectations built up on that person... and what if upon meeting up... he/she fails to meet your expectations that you had of him / her. Is it considered game over? And then we get overselves hurt.. and goes into some grieving period just because some lover we know in game just disappointed us? I guess there are better things for us to grief and I admit I was stupid enough to be sad about those things that happened in the past. One reason why I didn't want to play audi anymore is because of this.. I think its a good break for myself as well.. as I can find time to concentrate on other things instead of getting myself into some stupid and dumb problems... when that kind of time can be spent into doing something much more constructive. When P6 girl told me about it.. all I wanted to do was to scold her.. to bring her back to her senses.. afterall she's 12.. and she's having her PSLE.. its not worth getting yourself hurt over someone.. who you don't really even know in real life and you have already considered him / her a life-long partner. Isn't it better if we are all just gamers and friends? At least friends dont hurt each other.. and if anything happens.. we can still be friends.. but is there really a friendship after love? Most prob it will be enemies.. and even if there is.. its just a Hi and Bye thing isnt it... Its afterall just a game of love.. don't take it too seriously... else.. the one to suffer is you yourself and not the one hurting you. Sigh I hope my friends and P6 girl reading this won't be angry with what I had said.. I meant to be well and I seriously care about my friends and really hope everyone to be happy. We can be happy during the time we are involved in the game of love.. but what really happens after that? Are we able to walk out of it without hurting ourselves? Sorry If i had offended anyone.. I got to go and do my work already. I still have a meeting at 9.15am tomorrow at 14th floor.. tmd i hate that floor.. and I have my school orientation tomorrow as well.. 开学了! Good night world.. and peace.. =) |
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| posted by terzy @ 12:33 AM |
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| Tuesday, August 28, 2007 | |
| Keroppi God有用meh? | |
 Weee I just came home from work.. + school.. so tired but thought of blogging my entry for today first before i go and do my work plus other stuffs...Quite tiring la woke up like 8am this morning to go work.. (yesh.. kinda rare that I can wake up so early...) but yeah still not so bad la.. reach office got my Mr Bean Soya Bean drink to drink.. then was busy settling all the school administrative stuffs ... in office.. WAHAHAHA... Evening I went to school to make payment for the first semester.. as well as to collect my study guides and textbooks.. wow.. heavy de lor... so thick the books... T____T gonna have a hard time reading them... then I went PS with my friend to eat Yu Pian Mee Fen... weee so nice... nicest Yu Pian Mee Fen.. then I wanted to go Daiso lah.. but no time.. cos the books were too heavy liao.. so ended up drinking coffee till around 10 plus.. I got my timetable liao... 3 subjects for this semester.. lessons on every Monday, Wednesday and Friday every week till end of November.. got like assignments due in Week 5.. Week 7.. Week 8... Week 9... OMG.... then school's like starting next week. I also have to go school this week for some talk by the Professor.. sigh.. Saturday burnt.. the night before my friend still wants me to go Zouk.. i dont think I have the energy to chiong anymore lor.. and next week got two birthday celebrations.. tian ah.. really is gonna lim ka tor... Oh ya.. did I mentioned that I saw a Secondary school class mate of mine.. oh dear she's still as pretty as ever.. but suddenly two kids started calling her "ma ma!"... diu... ok lah I know she's pregnant when we were like Secondary 3.. but wah.. I didnt know she's already a mother of 3!! And her kids looks just as gorgeous and ke ai as her... zhen shi xin fu wor... then my friend says.. all her sisters all become MOTHERS liao.. duno when will her turn be.... wahaha (she made an oath before that if she dont get married by XX age.. she will marry me.. why so many people wanna marry me de ==... but the one I wanna marry dun want me???) Ok lah.. thats all for today lah. I really miss alot of my friends.. my army friends.. my audi friends.. my poly friends... really miss that piece of pork as well.. =) I gonna go check my emails.. do some work.. and then sleep liao. Tomorrow still gotta go office cos eee yer some big shot coming.. else i still plan to wear berms and slippers to work de.. sianz... Oh and to sharz.. i didnt link wrongly lah.. just that i didnt put her link yet cos i wanna ask her for permission first mah... later got stalkers stalk my poor jie mei how? =D "我好想你 你知道吗?" |
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| posted by terzy @ 12:12 AM |
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| Monday, August 27, 2007 | |
| 读书也好烦 | |
 Actually.... I am too tired to blog today.... but I thought I should at least blog before I go to sleep ba.. afterall.. there are so many fancee of mine reading my blog =P (as if..)Well 读书也好烦, after knowing about my credit exemptions and receiving my letter of offer from the School.. I was practically feeling stressed out and frustrated during my weekend.. Had to get all the nec. documents needed.. and then there was the crazy rush to reformat my laptop before school start.. so I was busy backing up my stuffs.. all the data.. my dramas.. ghost whisperer.. prison break.. lost... heroes... then fwah.. back to reformatting my laptop again.. and again... (cos I just couldnt get what I wanted... and I don't want to wait till school start then I start to do the wu eh bo eh.. 有的没的... ) so yeah.. i was busy with all those stuffs.. but today I finally got what I wanted... reinstalled all my applications and I am feeling neat and tidy... but still I'm not ready for school.. =P Oh did I mentioned before that... I will always clean my room when I'm feeling stressed up? Yesterday while formatting my laptop.. I spent the other half of the time cleaning my room, changing bedsheets and etc... I also cleaned up the other PC that my cousin is using.. deleted all his unnecessary games... wahaha... and I'm feeling proud of it... I then spent my quiet.. boring.. stress and frustrated saturday watching Campus SuperStar 2 Finals before I went for a road run... SHAWN IS THE WINNER!! YEAH! So proud of him.. he's so KAWAII... actually I expected him to win la.. but Benjamin was good too during the Finals so I got abit worried for my Shawn.. but heng ah.. he won... I mean Benjamin also very ke ai leh.. but Shawn better =P.. Then for the girls.. i prefer Keely.... the other RGS girl just doesn't appeal too me.. maybe she too ah lian ah hui le... oh oh and then there was YANZI! OMG.. So nice her songs... YANZI! 我永远支持你! Oh yar.. did I mentioned that I also went for another round of retail therapy on Friday? I bought 1 Levis Shirt.. and 1 top and berms from 77th Street... but hehe.. the berms and top was a gift from someone.. that person refuse to let me pay... so I'm thankful for what you had bought for me. I know you're reading my blog also la.. but yeah please next time let me pay for stuffs myself ok? I know you're a rich dick.. but wahahaha can buy me something even better :P so yeah.. quite happy with what I had gotten... I'm still finding time to take pictures of what I had purchased recently.. will upload them up when I'm free... I also managed to chat with Dan Dan last night... although its quite crappy.. he was flashing the web cam all over the place.. making me blur blur and CHOU DAN DAN... if you see this.... u watch out ah.. next time i whack you with my onions =P. I also spoke to sis la.. and someone who drew me a roasted pig... I just wanna say.. Sorry and Thanks for the pig.. for the care and concern that you have shown... Here's the pig.. quite an artistic and creative work.. if you see it from one angle.. it looks like shit.. from the other angle.. it looks like another piece of shit.. but on the other angle.. it looks like a roasted but chao tar pig.. but its cute lah and I like it and I am using it as my display pic in MSN...  I guess that's about all for today... I'm really mentally and physically exhausted.. when I went running yesterday.. i just felt like I'm gonna collapse anytime... and the moment I think of work tomorrow... I'm like feeling blue... the only think that makes me feel good about tomorrow is that I'm gonna buy a cup of Mr Bean Soya Bean Drink when I'm on my way to work.. :P "我多么希望和你在一起" *dream on* |
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| posted by terzy @ 1:25 AM |
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| Friday, August 24, 2007 | |
| 和时间赛跑 | |
 I'm feeling very stress now.. its like a race against time... my school has just called me up to inform me of my appeal results.. sigh i was given 4 credit exemptions but out of the 4... only 1 is equivalent to the list of subjects that I have to take and thus only 1 exemption... i feel so TMD TMD TMD!!! And next week is already the orientation.. where got time... still need to settle school fees.. buy color pencil.. buy stationary.. buy sharpener.. buy shoes.. buy bag.. buy buy buy.. T___T plan leave plan off plan project.. then FWAH! 3rd of Sep.. go school.... oh dear.. it looks so indian to me now... and now i have this URGHH feeling but I duno why I am feeling that way. Friends tell me that I should be happy that I'm gonna study... some tell me since I've come so far I should just go for it.. but i duno why am i feeling this way... is it because of all the happenings lately? or is it because i am disappointed with my exemptions.. sigh... i really duno.. what's going on...earlier on i still wrote another post about the rain.. sign let me copy and paste it here instead.. I just have to blog about this. I guess I am sway.. for two days in the row.. i got caught in a heavy rain... the first one was at Orchard last night. I was having dinner with my friends when it suddenly just started pouring. I thought it will go away after a while but it got heavier and heavier.. and we were desperately wanting to leave the eating place (as rain kept pouring into that area as welll) and then we ran.. and ran.. and i was wet... =( its a good sign that I will be getting MCs soon i think... The second time it happened was this morning when I went for breakfast @ Macdonalds with Chris.. The sky looked sunny and bright and I thought it gonna be a good day for me... and then after i ordered my hotie cakes.. it started pouring again... sigh.. and then when we finished.. I had to walk in the rain to go home.. *sway* I guess there's more swayness to come.. please please go away...*prays* And now talking about *sway*.. i'm feeling ultra *sway* right now... I guess this should be my last post for today.. after this I am gonna reformat my laptop, my PC and prepare myself for school i guess.... i guess.... i guess..... =( *stressed.. lost.. confused... dead* |
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| posted by terzy @ 4:24 PM |
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| 逃避现实 | |
 I'm running away.. trying to run away from something... but I think I have given up on everything already.. no hopes.. no future.. and has decided to just stop.. and not run anymore.. Anyway I don't think I wanna talk about it in my blog.. maybe only a few knows.. but I think it doesn't really matter to me anymore.Firstly let me talk about the retail therapy that I had on Monday.. i guess it was quite a good one.. i bought a few tops from Pull and Bear and Spring Field.. spent about 10% of what I had paid for my CC bill last month... went for a good dinner and then coffee at starbucks.. I went to the Paul Smith boutique as well but I couldnt find the bag that I had wanted.. anyway my friend said most probably if I really want it, i have to either order it online or search through ebay... but i guess its just a 3 min kinda thing.. after a while the crave for the bag will be gone... I will try to post some pics of my shopping trip in my next post.. On the following day... I went for my medical appointment... its always a terrifying experience for me.. i guess its nothing new.. I am kinda used to the needles and stuffs.. but somehow yesterday's one was the most painful of all... I had somehow gotten used to the fact that they always had to poke my left arm.. then right arm.. then wrist.. then top of the hands as they always have problems finding my poor blood veins.. needles goes in and out and I thought I am kinda used to it already.. but yesterday when it was my turn.. after the nurse's first attempt to draw blood was unsuccessful, I told her to get it from the top of my left hand.. but little did I know that it was so painful. It was never that painful before but this time she poke in the needle and she couldnt locate the vein.. and it went in and out trying to adjust and somehow she had to call a Senior Staff Nurse to help her with it... I wasn't really afraid.. but it was the pain that was unbearable.. and when the Senior Staff Nurse managed to locate the vein.. they manage to suck my blood successfully... but it left a blue black on my hand... =( However.. this wasn't the worst experience... the other time when I was having a hospital resort stay.. they drew 4 tubes from me at one short.. and came back the next day to tell me that.. they had to draw again as they broke the 4 tubes while transporting it to the labs.. Anyway I had to wait 1 hour plus for results to be ready thus I spent that time to watch an episode of Ghost Whisperer on my Ipod. It left me crying.. and had to go to the toilet to wash my face.. I guess its one of the nicest episode ever... After finish watching it.. it was almost my turn.. and then i saw my doctor.. but as for the rest of what happened.. i dont really think I wanna talk about it.. The rest of the night was spent at a pub for a drink with my close friends... and then I headed straight to the bed to sleep as it's probably one of the worst day of my life... For today.. I didn't have any mood as well.. quite alot of stuffs seems to be going downhill recently and I guess I am accepting it as it comes. I guess I no longer care so much about what's gonna happen... if it happens then i will accept it... i guess thats all i gonna blog for today.. i am feeling tired... both mentally and physically... thanks for the roasted pig that you had drawn for me.. it looks pretty much like you I guess.... thanks Qian for being so concerned about me.. I am still here with you sis for as long as I can... Good night world. |
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| posted by terzy @ 12:33 AM |
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| Tuesday, August 21, 2007 | |
| 自寻烦脑... | |
| Feeling kinda no mood today.. so I skipped lunch.. decided not to join them for lunch and stay in office to do my own things.. and thats why I am blogging now. Still having the headache... and tomorrow ish the medical appointment. I wonder what will my doctor say again... Don't think I will be blogging again today. This shall be the first and last post for today ba... I was so tired yesterday that i fell asleep with my phone in my hands.. and still connected to the wifi.. and waking up today is like so argh... thank goodness my friend took cab to office as well and came to fetch me at some train station.. else i think i 半条命 also dun have... Saw someone on the train.. i guess the last time I saw him was like secondary school le... hmm still looks the same... oh well.. just a random rumbling ba.. 心情不是很好 so talking rubbish.. I think I might just go shopping today.. retail theraphy helps sometimes.. might wanna try to see if I can find the Paul Smith bag... and that shoe.. =) To whoever who is sad.. or moody.. hope you all will cheer up soon ba.. sometimes.. our own mood swings tend to affect others around us too... i will cheer up de! That's all for today... by the way.. sharz why never tag on my blog anymore.. got your dreamboii and forgot about me huh? == and SIS.. i mish you too =) "once bitten, twice shy... twice bitten and there won't be a third time.." |
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| posted by terzy @ 1:33 PM |
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| 881 Again! HUAT AH! | |
 OMG.. I am feeling ultra sleepy now.. maybe its because I slept late last night.. and woke up early today. I had a very long day today.. was in the office like 10am? O.o... then wanted to clear alot of stuffs cos I wanted to leave office early today.In the afternoon.. was kinda pissed off by one of my colleagues... was in a discussion about something and I just don't understand why he don't understand.... but ok thats not the point that I am pissed with him.. he wanted to discuss with me.. and yet he ended the conversation with a "nvm lah!"... what kinda attitude is this... I am not in office today to take the kinda crap from you.. really just make me very 发火.. and lost appetite for my lunchie... heng i complain to my buddy and sis.. then okie liao else today i gonna 杀人 in office.. Anyway.. my cousin and I brought my mum to watch 881 just now...(and that's why i left early like 4pm...) its my second time watching this show though.. and the whole cinema is darn crowded... lotsa people ba.. and i saw someone that caught my attention again... =D Prior to that we went to Soup Restaurant for dinner.. i must say the samsui chicken and the claypot beancurd is really very good... Porky.. too bad you're not here... else I think you will like the chicken.. (btw i know you miss me today..) After coming home from the movie.. i went for a road run again.. and maybe that's why I am feeling ultra tired now... but then again.. i still have some emails to clear.. and I wanna clear them all before I go to sleep ba... else tomorrow is another stack and then another.. and I will never finish clearing them. Oh.. ya shucks I am supposed to post this kawaii drawing from my sis.. Qian Qian.. Thanks for the picture.. I knew the amount of efforts that you had put in into drawing this for me.. and I must say i am really touched as well. Love you deep deep Sis.. <3<3<3  好吧.. I guess that's all for today... I'm having a headache that refuse to go away.... oh and I... ah nvm. "给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来 给我你的爱手拉着手不放开" |
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| posted by terzy @ 12:38 AM |
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| Sunday, August 19, 2007 | |
| 姐妹情深 | |
 I'm feeling very drained right now... was starring at the lappy doing some dumb work for a client of mine.. (cant say that the client is dumb... but yeah xD).. Eyes very tired and I duno why I have this sudden feeling to weep.. zzzzzz (must be the darn songs that I am listening to...)Tomorrow is Monday and I am already feeling very blue on a Sunday. Don't feel like going work tomorrow.. lotsa emails to send.. and reply.. and I hope I can finish some of them like tonight.. so that I can leave office earlier tomorrow... I also hope my credit exemptions will come soon.. i don't have much time le.. others have already collected their textbooks and study guides.. and are already studying... sigh.. I might just go for another road run later ba... feeling very 烦 and running is one of those activities that will help me forget my frustrations and worries... hope to improve my timing also.. else i sure kenot make it for the Standard Chartered Run in December.. Just now i was also quite sad because Qian Qian Sis was angry with me for taking a break from MSN... and leaving her.. I just wanna say I'm sorry Sis but give me some time... I promise I will be back de... and if I break my promise.. i will get bang by car, bike, scooter, mrt, truck, lorry, taxi.... You're like the closest to me le.. we chat and talk about our problems.. we chiong Night 4 every night together and trash people together de.. we're like the dynamic duo team le.. so how would i wanna leave you. We share all our sadness and happiness de.. and you're always there for me when I needed that comfort... and be assured I appreciate all you have done for me... so sis.. dont worry okie... 姐妹情深 remember? =) Qian Qian also drew me a pic... it's really very kawaii too but I think I will post it up tomorrow okies? The picture is kawaii.. so ish sis.. =P Porky supposed to draw me a nicer and cuter pig from the first version that he drew... he sent it to me and I must say... Porky's creativity just leveled up again.. *power up*. Here's the pig that he drew.. compared to the first one that he did.. omg.. its art.. kinda difficult to 明白.
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| posted by terzy @ 10:28 PM |
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| 一人一半 感情不散 | |
 Hmm.. I'm feeling kinda down today... (ok as usual.. what's new right?) Besides feeling down.. i'm also having a bad headache... 头痛.. haiz..Before i proceed.. all my other 朋友s dun be jealous of what I am gonna write ok.... =.= Anyway I had a talk with a Frwen of mine.. knew this tootie pig from playing AuditionSEA... went into this room that has the title like "I will marry you if you win me!" then i go in and play lor.. the purpose is not to marry that person la (who is his sister.. i actually wanna marry him de la.. but he kept winning.. ==) then i played a few rounds and i won wor.... and he kept insisting that i must marry his sister.. ==" .. hmm before i continue... just in case he reading the blog....我不要marry your sister ah!!! Anyway yeah then from there got to know this lazy bump ba.. or should i say Porky too.. He's kinda nice la but irritating at times.. always irritate me de... T__T but I find it enjoyable talking to him... maybe because I am very entertaining ba... and he played along... WAHAHAHA.. and he's quite caring and nice (he said it himself last nite) Hmm we had quite abit of talk for the past one week although there's a period of time that I had practically ignored him.. (but i cant remember why las.. sorry ah).. and then there's the thing about me wanting to quit audi.. which i had already done so.. and now he says he wanna quit MSN.. which he will be doing so in like 9 hours time? Its been great knowing you wor... I'm gonna miss crapping with you wor.. T__T and I gonna miss talking and entertaining you through my Personal Message... You said you will read my blog de so you better be doing so everyday like 3 times a day.. every 6 hours.. And hor though u said u will quit MSN.. if you ever create a new one.. u better add me.. else i will hate you.. curse you.. swear at you and will not forgive you de.. (my curse always work de FYI)... If you ever need me... just email me ok... or u can sms me... (ask me for my contact if you want..).. like what i always tell you.. no matter what happens... if the sky falls on you.. the onion club presido~ will be there to 顶 for you de... and if that someone makes you sad... i sure will apply the same curse as mentioned above on that person de! Take good care of yourself... i admit i gonna mish you de but I know you will miss my crap too. =). Be Happy Man always... <<一人一半 感情不散>>!! and don't forget that there are many other things out there waiting for you to do. Wahaha maybe if you're back and I can find that eboy shoe.. hmmm xD oh and dont forget my Paul Smith Bag.. I will write another post later ba.. but for the rest of my friends.. maybe you will not see me in MSN as well le for some time ba... (please give me some time to sort out my stuffs ok....) but I will still be posting about my happenings on my blog so do make sure you come and read my blog kaes. As for my Qian Qian Sis... email me hao ma if you have any questions. I will read your blog every day de.. like 4 times a day every 4 hours... xD <3. Jie-Meis forever okay sis! As for sharz.. hmm email me if you need someone to tok to ok! I will be here for you.. and as for your Audi List hor.. u wanna delete me from your list ah.. its OK LOR. u DELETE LOR.. T__T Lastly.. here's a song from the 881 OST called 身外物.. I find it very nice ba.. the singer is local and performs at Timbre @ Substation.. There's a part of the song that goes like 身体和财富 都是身外物... which i think its quite true.. Anyway enjoy the song.. I dont have the exact lyrics.. tried searching for it but didnt manage to find any.. but i scanned a copy of the CD version... hope you all will like it as well..  "我希望你会快乐, 洋葱葱就会快乐" |
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| posted by terzy @ 3:05 PM |
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| Saturday, August 18, 2007 | |
| Spicy的洋葱 =.= | |
 I thought of blogging abit earlier today cos I think I might be out or something later and won't have the time to really blog and also I might be going for another road run tonight so.. most prob will be too tired to blog.. I cannot MSN or use internet also.. must save $$$ lor. People ask me eat plain roti de lor.. say butter also need $$$.. and true lor.. MSN and using internet also need $$$.. later no $$$ to pay for the internet bill lor.. =.= (越想越生气!!! =.=). Anyway, I cooked in the afternoon today for a frwen.. not bad lah my cooking skills always bery the good one.. we had a good lunch with him and his gf.. and we went for coffee at starbucks after that.. then after i came home... i was busy packing my letters and stuffs.. Just nice my IdN magazine came.. (and so were the bills).. I had waited for 2 months for my IdN magazine le.. finally its here...i had alot of bills and documents not filed up for quite some time.. (and some not read.. wahaha) so yeah i sorted them out and filed them into the respective files lor.. then cleared some of the unwanted letters away lor.. then when i was packing one of my magazine holder.. i found something.. an AuditionSEA set up cd... its like wah piang... i just uninstalled it only and the installer just appear in front of me the next day.   I also found this.. hmm its a weekly update thingy sent from MoS to me.. every week its a different design.. i think i can fill my room wall with the whole stack of the updates.. and i find this particular one very nice.. (reminds me of the Paul Smith bag that I was looking at this afternoon. I will try to see if i can scan my IdN magazine for that page and post it up... but eee yer i dun wanna spoil my magazine.. see how ba..)  Yeah.. thats about all for today.. I gonna go continue watching Ghost Whisperer before I go for a run ba.. I will update my blog again.. if i have the mood and not tired ba.. Anyway.. someone just made my day! (..............................................................................) T__________________T "我们之间好像有了距离... 以经不像从前了... i'm missing you... what should i do?" |
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| posted by terzy @ 8:57 PM |
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| *Beep Beep* | |
| *Beep Beep* An sms from CGH this morning and it woke me up liaos... sigh and now i'm feeling abit seh.. like machiam u go chiong the night before and then next day feeling gone case. I have a lunch appointment with my frwen at 12.30pm but eee yer.. I suddenly wanna go buy a bag instead... sigh I shall see how ba.. maybe i should chiong all my heroes and supernatural episodes.. before drowning myself with work work work! I wana clear all my outstanding work stuffs by this week before school starts.. else next week will be another goner.. and then FWAH! first lesson start liao. T_____________________________T. Ok. i shall end here for now. Going for brekky with my mummy at kopibeans and then i shall spend some time to file my bills.. and look at the credit bills that's waiting in the mail box.. OMG (I need to start a "Save Terence Fund and Buy Terence a Mac Book Fund" soon. Please donate generously!) |
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| posted by terzy @ 9:51 AM |
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| Friday, August 17, 2007 | |
| 葱葱觉得好累 | |
 I don't really have any mood to really blog now wor.. maybe because I didnt do much today (including work). Was practically stoning and.. still having the "I wanna puke" feeling...I uninstalled my AuditionSEA le.. and left some messages in my friends list for some of my frwens.. hmm but i uninstall le doesn't mean my audi frwens who are reading my blog can DELETE ME FROM YOUR FRIENDS LIST! I gib u all warning first hor.. later when i come back to Audi and find u not in my list hor.. 你就知道我的厉害! I'm just going for a break.. I will miss some people.. actually alot of people but I really need to clear up alot of my own stuffs.. and concentrate on something else... anyway can still talk to me on MSN =) A friend of mine, sharz <3<3<3 drew an onion picture for me.. its really very nice of her to do that (although i requested for it de =P).. its really very kawaii.. and I hope you all can also draw something for me to post on my blog okie? I will post the picture below. Thanks Sharz once again. I really love it! Thanks alot yar!! For the rest, please submit your drawings to me soon okie! xD I will be waiting for it! Oh and one more thing.. the picture is protected with the Onion Club Copyright law hor.. and some other laws (you won't wanna know)... if you steal or kope without asking hor.. i later will whack you ah!! Its her hardwork and effort after all so please respect her work okie!  "我想你并不知道我是因你而伤心" (Credits goes to sis for helping me to translate) |
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| posted by terzy @ 11:32 PM |
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| Would You Be There? | |
| I was looking through my MP3 Archives today and I happened to see this song. I remember I liked it so much that I searched high and low for it.. Its from the Mediacorp Show 幸福双人床 and it's sang by Redwan Ali.... very nice and meaningful.. here's the blog to listen.. http://wouldyoubethere.blogspot.com/ Would You Be There? By Redwan Ali If I were blue, would you be there for me, And whisper in my ears that’s okay. Would you stand by me, Let me hold you tight, And say you love me one more time. If I feel good, would you slow dance with me, And touch my lips with tender love and care. Would you die for me, Would you run with me, And never look back. Would you be there to love, to be with me ? Would you swear that your love is always true ? Would you say that you’ll always be the one, to take my breath away ? Would you be there to love, to be with me ? Would you swear that your love is always true ? Would you say that you’ll always be the one, to take my breath away ? Would you be there .. |
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| posted by terzy @ 12:06 PM |
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| Thursday, August 16, 2007 | |
| 不快乐的洋葱 | |
 Yeah the 洋葱 is not very happy today.. I received a call from the Senior Consultant in charge of my degree programme.. and apparently she said I was given NO CREDIT EXEMPTIONS by the University.. T_T So sad de lors.. i was still expecting to have at least 2 exemptions then I dont have to study so many freaking subjects.. (12 very siong liao leh.. considering the fact that i have other important things to do wor and the whole program is only like 16 months.. so quite rush actually liaos). She told me they are currently appealing for it cause there's this person with a same qualification was given 3 credit exemptions and so they dont really understand why i didn't get any. Anyway I'm not praying too hard for it.. 希望越高 失望越大...Today not only I am not very happy.. i'm feeling abit sickly also.. kept having the "i wanna puke" feeling. OMG 我有了!! =X but now I'm feeling much better le.. maybe I should sleep early today ba... hais Anyway, I have been enjoying my 881 OST for the past few days.. one of the song 《一人一半》 is really very nice.. I think i will upload it soon as a blog music wahaha. Here's the lyrics to the song.. and for those who wants to watch the MV, you can click here to watch it at Youtube. 《一人一半》 改編詞:小寒 曲:伍加輝 演唱：伍加輝 一人一半 感情不散 時光累計 安靜的淚滴 一人一素故 感情才會久 一心去追 愛那么可貴 Chorus： 這樣的人 這樣地等 無非是等個回應眼神 為愛翻滾 不計傷痕 甘心為你一生都浮沉 這樣的人 別笑我蠢 傻傻的 心痛也不覺疼 就算天冷 就算殘忍等 你想起這沒用的人 一人一半 感情不散 已經找到愛 為何要離開 時光累計 安靜的淚滴 一心去追 愛那么可貴 Repeat Chorus* 一人一半 感情不散 已經找到愛 為何要離開 已經找到愛 為何先離開 Hope you all like the song. Thats all for today ba.. signing off =) "如果想哭我自己会找地方 你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀 走在街上到处是寂寞的人 我想谁都不要同情的眼光" |
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| posted by terzy @ 11:44 PM |
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| Back from Airport | |
| I just came back from the Airport after sending one of my bestie off. Feels kinda sad that I wont be seeing my bestie for at least 2 years... Surprisingly I have yet to sleep for close to 24 hours already.. and I don't really feel tired now. Could be the breakfast that I just had with my other frwens and besties.. Regarding the quitting from audi thing... I guess its time for me to take a short break from it. Don't ask me why... I think I need to spend some time to re-prioritise and focus on other things in life. Ok thats all for now. I going to go stone a while. Thanks for the song. |
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| posted by terzy @ 6:35 AM |
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| Wednesday, August 15, 2007 | |
| Welcome to my Blog | |
| Welcome to the blog... hmm quite a last minute decision to do up the blog. Spent like one whole night yesterday to do up the design.. and today to do up the layout.. the blog is still new though! Lots of room for improvements.. lots of things to add and lots of things to change... Do give me your comments and let me know what you think of my bloggie okie! There's also a shoutbox so feel free to voice out your thoughts there as well! Thanks for visiting my blog... i will start blogging real soon once i am happy with the layout! By the way.. here's a first pic.. this pic was done up by someone "cute".. "artistic" and "creative". I mean its quite "creative" lah.. so i used it as part of the blog design as well! Thanks for the drawing SI PORKY =). |
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| posted by terzy @ 10:02 PM |
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