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Sunday, September 2, 2007
我快要崩溃了
Somethings has happened yesterday night and only two of my close audi frends and a few other friends know about it. I am trying to be very strong here.. though I know deep inside me.. I am not. I may not be blogging for some time I'm not sure... i hope you all can understand.

If it has to happen.. i will blame no one but maybe myself... maybe I didn't put in enough effort.. maybe I have neglected it.. maybe I have know that I have already lost it a few months back. There's no tears..unlike the other time.. but I know the damage done this time round is far worst then the last. I don't have anything to look forward to except for my studies.. and I doubt i can put in any of my concentration into it as well.. maybe its really the end of everything...

A bestie of mine who believes in astrology told me this year is not a good year for my sign and the other sign to get together. It says that I will be a greater pessimist than ever and thus the other sign will look for others for company. This year is not a good year as both signs have higher expectations of each other.. and it rather lead to disappointment..

sigh... all the signs are here isnt it?
posted by terzy @ 3:03 PM