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| Monday, September 10, 2007 | |
| Feeling Sensitive... | |
| Its so late at night.. geez and where's everybody? I just came back not long from a run today.. and almost died halfway... I didn't run as well as I'd used to for the past two trainings already.. I'm struggling with the pace and I wonder if I can ever achieve that target that I am supposed to? I rot quite a little at home today.. woke up like 10 plus in the morning. Have been wanting to read a textbook to prepare myself for tomorrow's lecture, but yet I'm unable to concentrate. I then went for breakfast and I felt sleepy and tired almost immediately after stepping into the house, and so I went to bath and then tried reading my textbook from Chapter 1 again. After finishing the last few pages of Chapter 1, I went through the review questions and find myself not really absorbing what I had just read, though I kinda understand the case studies and why this and that was done, I couldn't really focus on what I had to do....... and I ended up in my bed. I'm beginning to feel the stress already. I wanted to get things done but yet I can't seems to get it going, there's just too much stuffs running in my brain and I can't really focus on handling them one by one. And sigh I am not sure if I am just trying to stress myself too much cause some of my classmates just doesn't seems bothered yet.. or is it just me.. =.= oh.. back to sleeping... yeah I slept till like 5pm and then I was feeling hungry... but I didn't have the mood to eat after *D* told me about going out with a friend but then it ended up somehow that *D* didn't go out.. and wanted to go watch a movie with me instead... (and at that point of time I felt like I am just a substitution...) We looked through the list of shows and nothing seems to be interesting... and then I just randomly mumbled about going to Bedok 85 to eat dinner.. and *D* said ok... It has been a long time since we went there to eat together... and as expected.. its 人山人海 at Bedok 85, but the clever me spotted a couple leaving and then I quickly got ourselves a table. Oh for those we'd never heard about this wonderful place in the East... its still not too late for you to head down to Bedok Blk 85 to try out the food... Its a little food heaven... hawker style and its famous for its Bar Chor Mee.. Minced Meat with Meat Balls and soup... there's also the Bedok Chai Chee Porridge that is a must try.. but then must wait la.. cos the ah beng will tell you to wait like 30 minutes for a bowl of Century Egg Porridge.. but for the sake of eating it plus he's 可爱.. usually I will wait lor... then there's also the Chan BBQ which is also another must try.. the stingray and bbq sotong is just superb... its one of my friend, Lynn's favourite and she will come all the way from the North side just to have this dish. Anyway enough intro about Bedok 85.. for our dinner.. we ordered Bar Chor Mee... BBQ Chicken Wing... 蚝煎.. and Fish & Chips.... xD I admit I had a very sinful dinner but it was good.. (less the stares from people waiting for the seat... but a plus for all the nice looking people there.. @@)... and then we went to NTUC to buy some stuffs before heading to the bus stop to take a bus home. Hmm It seems that things are back to normal... but I'm still feeling unsure... and its a feeling that is hard for me to describe. *D* has been busy SMSing throughout the trip... so sigh.. i really how to describe that feeling that I am having... and its like we went out only because the other party of *D* couldn't make it.. so sigh all I can say is I am really unsure but I am still trying to keep my fingers crossed. I went to Uncle Steve's web site today.. and I really wanted to curse and swear because Uncle Steve just launched a few range of enhanced products that I love so dearly.... there's a new look for the ipod... and its call Classic IPod, with the 160gb one going at just $598... ok I can't complaint.. I got my 80gb one for free from my friends as a birthday present... but its just so urgh! Its the same price but yet double the storage!!! Then hor.. Uncle Steve launched another product which also made me ultra dulan... its called the IPod Touch and it looks exactly the same as an IPhone.. just that its an IPod.. its ultra chio lor.. and I hope I can get this as a birthday present next year.. or maybe a MacBook la.. I am kinda sick of my HP.. =P  I think that's about all for today.. its already 1am.. and I still plan to do some work before going to sleep.. and I am having classes tomorrow.. so yeah.. and I really want the CK Cardigan.. I even dreamt about it...one last thing... that I guess I forgot to talk about since the subject of the blog is "Feeling Sensitive.." I guess I am just being sensitive here but Pisces are sensitive... and I'm ultra sensitive kinda person.. but yeah.. recently I'm just beginning to feel and sense some changes.. and differences and some distances.. maybe I am just being sensitive here.. but I guess each and everyone of you are leading your own separate lives.. doing things that you want to do... and finding new things in life that might just interest you.. and I guess maybe I will be doing that too in time to come... Busy with work.. Busy with school.. Busy with assignment... and Busy keeping myself Busy... Don't mind what I had just said.. like what I had explained earlier on.. its just a sensitive thing and most probably I will forget about it when I wake up tomorrow. Anyway I miss alot of people today.. and I hope they miss me too. Advance good morning to everyone of you and hope that it will be a better day tomorrow. =) |
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